Reconciliation

En el nombre del padre, y el hijo, y del espíritu santo
Dios te salve, Maria
Llena eres de gracia
El Señor es contigo
Bendita tú eres entre todas las mujeres
Y bendito es el fruto de tu vientre
Jesús
Santa María, Madre de Dios
Ruega por nosotros pecadores
Ahora y en la hora de nuestra muerte

Our father
Hail Mary
I shall carry
Every chip that's on my shoulder, cold as February
Couldn't brush it if I tried
See the envy in my eyes
I'll forgive them when I die
Didn't work while I'm alive
Our father
Hail Mary
I shall carry
Every chip that's on my shoulder, cold as February
Couldn't brush it if I tried
See the envy in my eyes
I'll forgive them when I die
Didn't work while I'm alive

Ignoring feelings I felt
Led to me fearing myself
Looked for the light in the dark
Ended up seeing myself
They say find God in the scripture
I end up reading myself
Reflected in every section
Guess I believe in myself
Proving what couldn't be proved
Winning when enemies lose
I'm at the top of the ropes
Starting my finishing moves
It's been a helluva climb
I been investing my time
Couple of seconds is left
I start repeating the lines

Our father
Hail Mary
I shall carry
Every chip that's on my shoulder, cold as February
Couldn't brush it if I tried
See the envy in my eyes
I'll forgive them when I die
Didn't work while I'm alive
Our father
Hail Mary
I shall carry
Every chip that's on my shoulder, cold as February
Couldn't brush it if I tried
See the envy in my eyes
I'll forgive them when I die
Didn't work while I'm alive

Jaded from earlier days when green was removed from my plate
Folded my hands for the Grace
Sold me a dream to my face
I found it astounding to learn that anyone doubted me
Pressure was compounding
I was the first to just let it be
Second chances for the chosen
Losing footing to erosion
You ain't grounded and I noticed
To be honest, this is hopeless
What I look like giving up
Giving trust or me giving fucks?
I gave everything I got and still feel it wasn't enough
Just my luck

These days, these days, niggas these days
(These days)

Took some time to reconcile
The silence showed me other sides
I hid between my sudden sighs
Of breaths I snuck between the lies
Of being fine and promising that everything alright with me
Everybody counting pride cost, but the flight is free
Falling to my destiny, will karma let me rest in peace?
Praying like an exorcist, will hubris ever exit me?
They question the parts that they got
Why would I give the rest of me?
Knowing especially it won't settle things
I guess I'll sing

Our father
Hail Mary
I shall carry
Every chip that's on my shoulder, cold as February
Couldn't brush it if I tried
See the envy in my eyes
I'll forgive them when I die
Didn't work while I'm alive
Our father
Hail Mary
I shall carry
Every chip that's on my shoulder, cold as February
Couldn't brush it if I tried
See the envy in my eyes
I'll forgive them when I die
Didn't work while I'm alive

En el nombre del padre, y el hijo, y del espíritu santo
Amen

(These days)