Текст песни My Only Hope - Germ

I kept everything inside
I'd always run and hide
Was it where I come from what I have done
I've got the blues - so much pain
Every single day
Wish I'd found another way
I don't know who is to blame
Is it me or when you came
I wonder if i'd be the same
But i can't change a thing
'Bout this hell i'm living in
Now my life lies in ruins