Fade

Who has been alone
Wish I could call my mommy
Wrap me like a doll and just drive me home

Left out in the cold
Where is everybody
Thought there would be something at the end of the road

If I screamed would you hear it
If I bled out would you feel it
And I know I should just let go
But it's sewn in with a red thread
The grime under my nail beds
There's nowhere else that I could go

Oh hey
I'll celebrate my pain
Like ashes in a vase
Won't let it fade away
And hold
My hand and walk me slow
I'm scared to cross the road
Won't let it fade away

Fade Fade away
Fade Fade away
Fade Fade away

I get down on my knees
A self-serving religion
Could I spend the night in my childhood home?
The sheets would be warm
My feet would hang over
Wouldn't be the same but at least it'd be close

If I screamed would you hear it
If I bled out would you feel it
And I know I should just let go
But it's sewn in with a red thread
The grime under my nail beds
And there's nowhere else that I could go

Oh hey
I'll celebrate my pain
Like ashes in a vase
Won't let it fade away
Oh hold
My hand and walk me slow
I'm scared to cross the road
Won't let it fade away

I've run my feet
Bloody to the bone
A little girl in a woman's coat
She's always there, crying with the door closed

Fade Fade away
Fade Fade away
Fade Fade away