Текст песни Medicated - Grimmy

I'm medicated
(I'm medicated)
Let the numbing begin
(Let the numbing begin)
So close to sedated
(So close to sedated)
Why don't we try it again
(Why don't we try it again)
I tried and I tried but I just can't seem to be
The man that you said you need
So I ran off for some weeks
I stayed in some room about a mile from the beach
Cause I can't help but remember that you loved sand on your feet

It took me 16 lines to finally clear up your lies
But now I'm too fucked to even call you tonight
I blow up your phone just to tell you I hate you
And how I stay up late wishing that your memory would die
I love
How it makes me feel
And yeah I know it's not
The way to live
So baby come on over here
Let's pretend that we're young
I know that you remember
All the nasty shit we've done
I hate how
I love you
But I can't fucking stand to see you
I love how
You think that
Every fucking song's for you
I'm a mess now
A little blurred out
It's time to numb it down
I'm stressed out
A fucking cast out
Can someone bring me down
Anybody can you bring me down
I'm stressed out
(I'm stressed out)
A little fucked up
(A little fucked up)

See I been drowning in my head
My mental state is wearing thin
The man that you knew way before is not the same one in this skin
I must've lost myself
Along a broken road
(Yeah)
And all I do is turn left and right
And I'm right back here inside of this empty room
I'm all out of really giving a fuck you made it clear what it was
And now I'm right back here

Writing 16 lines to finally clear up lies but now
I'm too fucked up to even call you tonight
I blow up your phone just tell you
I hate you and how I stayed up late Wishing your memory would die
But I love
How it makes me feel
And damn I know it's not
(And damn I know it's not)
The way to live
(The way to live)

It's kinda comedic the way we went our separate ways
You had me thinking we was never gonna let it fade
But then I heard you was sleeping 'round at my cousins' place
It hurt me bad I fell deeper was on the run for bout a couple days
I had to find a way
To tell myself it was me
Yeah I'll take the blame if you stay
You had me really fucked up
Had me locked in a cage
I'm breaking free from the pain I'm rising up from the grave

I'm writing 16 lines to finally clear up your lies
And now I'm too fucked up To even call you tonight
I blow up your phone just to tell you I hate
(To tell you I hate you)
You and how I stayed up late wishing your memory would die
(Wishing your memory would die)
Oh how I wish
(Oh how I wish)
That your memory would die
(That your memory would die)
(Oh oh)
It took me 16 lines