Heaven or Hell

This one of those ya heard me
Them real ones ona real ya heard me

Back against the wall, I know the whole world against me
You ain't walkin' in these shoes, couldn't barely afford tennis
And school was a escape from the hellhole that I was livin
Rather walk than catch the bus with a sheet full of Rita tickets

Missed them gunshots, but got struck by a whole car
Healed from a fractured hip and was left with a whole scar
Got left with like two dents, lookin' somethin' like YoungBoy
Stepdaddy was snappin' pics for some money that wasn't for him

Hopped up off the porch and was touchin' a whole twenty-piece
Flexin' for these hoes, I was stuntin' in these streets
Don't jump in that fourth-quarter, you wasn't on that bench with me
Wasn't shootin' in the gym, or wouldn't shoot a nigga for me

Tryin' to ride the wave, I ain't know you when we was flooded
You ain't know my momma, move around, I put that on my cousin
Thought I was spoon fed, frozen dinners up in the oven
Old piss up on the mattress, couldn't pay the lights or nothin'

Oh, your name must be Mathis, everybody always judgin'
Bitches torn between the two, lookin' like Latoya Luckett
Niggas hatin' other niggas, actin' like they Uncle Ruckus
I was tryin' to stack this paper, you was focused on some pussy

I can't listen to your feelings, I just had to cut off mines
You on the next nigga trail, so tell me why you all on mines?
If I fuck your friend that gives advice, that a be a crime
You give her a Richard Mille, and she still wouldn't give you time

You in the two-story cribs, I was in the trenches
You went on every field trip, I'm stuck in class like detention
Ever worked, a nine-to-five go home and had to stand on business?
To a bitch that's always naggin', pretendin' that she was pregnant?

Man, these hoes is kicks, and you niggas is a trip
Always bendin' backwards for 'em, almost did a backflip
Y'all just kept the nigga down, I was playin' forklift
Now I'm lookin' through you pussies, I just gave 'em pap smears

All I know is represent, and now I'm hotter than I ever been
Born with sickle cell, and I was sellin' all my medicine
All my people coppin' from me, knowin' it ain't got no fent
They just got my nigga Dron, he ain't been right ever since

Free them gorillas out the cages, free my dogs up out the kennels
Make her throw that pussy, don't get whip, it just a rental
Niggas sellin' dog food, and I ain't talkin' bout no kibbles
Stay on point on top that paper like a number two pencil, uh

Everybody can't be kings, I just son you like a prince
Call that Codine, Purple Rain, R.I.P. my nigga Prince
Had to sell that dirty blick before that had to wipe the prints
Had to toss the dirty blick, then you had to hop the fence

We ain't choose to live this life it started out from self-defense
I ain't tryna earn no stripes, I'm just usin' common sense
They done hit my ride up twice, wasn't lackin' ever since
Randoms beggin' every month, worsa than the fuckin' rent

Couldn't ask for money back, had you feelin' like shits
Every time you double back, they lookin' at you like they pissed
Oh you must ain't fuckin' with me, I been grindin' for a minute
Knew a kid like Dennis, now he O-Dog, boy, he been a menace

Boy, he couldn't keep a smile, and was too busy to see a dentist
Trappin' in the trenches in my city, get it, how you livin'
Could only imagine how you feelin', couldn't feed your children
And come home from doin' a bid, they switched up on you, actin' different

I was comin' with a hook, I said, fuck that, I'ma thug it out
I'ma give this Gudda shit, that chyldish shit could wait it out
Mix them bars with that real shit, I heard that real rap been a drought
Servin' y'all the same shit they was servin' out of Kanan's house

Shoutout to Mawmaw, she always lookin' out fasho
Had to settle for a lil', now you see I do the most?
Niggas claim they had my back, y'all had flunked out, and went ghost
It's the help I didn't get, that's the help I got the most

What you know about the cereal and sugar and water
Dinner time it's eggs and rice, struggle meals when you starvin'
Probably contaminated water, drinkin' out of that faucet
Dead body out your window, peepin' out them apartments

Last time I made a friend, he done made me a target
Left gangsta voicemails, but ain't answer when I had called him
Big dick in front these hoes but big pussy when I had saw him
Don't die for no cookie, you is not Young Dolphin

Steppin' on some steppin' niggas toes, ain't no footsie
How you buyin' all that designer, still ain't gettin' no pussy?
How you a rider that ain't ride?
Gas tank must be empty
I know it's hard for you to slide when it's gettin' all sticky

Feelin' like Tre in that car with Doughboy after Ricky
Cryin' all in front your girl while your potnas do all the spinnin
Shoulda stayed up in school, some got nothin' to lose
Go to jail behind a bitch and she ain't nothin' to prove

They'll be lockin' you up, while they be knockin' her loose
Probably jocin your beef, while she be jocin you too
Same shit a different day and I ain't watchin' the news
Plus most of these messy bitches turnin' out to be dudes

All I need in my life is my gun and my girlfriend
Thuggin out in New Orleans, it's lookin' lovely in Richmond
They was waitin' on the real and I'm the realest, they mention
So I know the hood needs me, like a whole nother stimulus, bet