Babadook

If I told you the shit I've done you wouldn't believe it
The Babadook I don't hide my trauma I just feed it
The shortec made this pavement orthopedic
You say you're done with me but don't say it like you mean it
I say it with my chest and then repeat it
I'm bloody, I'm bloody from the Xanax I can't beat it
You pull your affection away from me right when I need it
Get geeked to forget but some things just can't be deleted

I'm born to use
Just existing's too much
Too much shit has happened that just can't be said
I can't speak To the ones I love
Think I got too much pride but Deep down I'm just scared
I'm on my knees I just tried to play god
I didn't choose to be alive that shit was force fed
I avert the blame when I know I've done wrong
The Cowards way out with a gun to my head
Cuz I'm better off dead
Put the gun to my head
Cuz I'm better off dead

If I told you the shit I've done you wouldn't believe it
The Babadook I don't hide my trauma I just feed it
The shortec made this pavement orthopedic
You say you're done with me but don't say it like you mean it
I say it with my chest and then repeat it
I'm bloody, I'm bloody from the Xanax I can't beat it
You pull your affection away from me right when I need it
Get geeked to forget but some things just can't be deleted