My Hatred is a Deep Well

Dropped a 80 for my hardship my thoughts rotten I don't feel well
I'm with head chef making pipelines new recipe the real pillcell
Klonopin I took the pin out with a blank stare and a farewell
It don't matter how close I get, down this rabbit hole it's a sad tale
They didn't see my face they saw an unidentified white male
I put some skippy on his lips then took his epi-pen for the black mail
I love abusing Valium cuz I'm more lonely than a blue whale
I'm popping different colours but my vision it stay in gray scale

Happy feet I'm Dancing on my own grave
Like GG I set my own date
Crack the seal I just sealed my own fate
Violence at a young age my therapist says I learnt hate
Got nothing left but just heartache
Clear head there's no drug I won't take

There's no drug I won't take
There's no heart I won't break
There's no drug I won't take
There's no heart I won't

It's premeditated it's been planned
Geeked on amphetamines feel like the rain man
Dutch courage works when I B-line it
Then this Bowie leave him like the flayed man
Kiss the curb then I do the Can-Can
With what's in my bloodstream I can't land
Got an oil can so I move quiet
My eyes locked on the minute hand
I humour myself to the worst things
This drug habit gives me clipped wings
It's black attire when we suit up
Like Pavarotti when that K sings
Been derailed off the railings
Two karambits that's two playthings
No tracks left when we shoot up
Got a pouch catching the casings

Dropped a 80 for my hardship my thoughts rotten I don't feel well
I'm with head chef making pipelines new recipe the real pillcell
Klonopin I took the pin out with a blank stare and a farewell
It don't matter how close I get, down this rabbit hole it's a sad tale
They didn't see my face they saw an unidentified white male
I put some skippy on his lips then took his epi-pen for the black mail
I love abusing Valium cuz I'm more lonely than a blue whale
I'm popping different colours but my vision it stay in gray scale