Текст песни ?? Still Red - Gwylo

I'm still seeing red
Though I don't know how I still feel
I lay here in my bed
And think what if love isn't real
What am I living for
Did you even mean what you said before

My cup getting empty
I guess that means it's time for me to pour up send me
So far away that when my friends all come to get me
Won't even feel a thing
How could I anyway
That's why I rap and sing
I don't want you
To be the root of all my problems again
We don't medicate
No more but soon we might be on them again

I'm still seeing red
Though I don't know how I still feel
I lay here in my bed
And think what if love isn't real