Enough

Feel like I never skip a beat
I need a life that tastes like milkshakes from McD
Less screen time, clear mind, and Olivia Dean
All I want is a lil trust
A lil love
Maybe even a lil luck
Back then I wanted to be the greatest
Today I just wanna be enough
It's always a game of not enough
Not good enough, not hood enough
Not this and such
On that list is much
Yeah, I carry heavy guts
Shaped by days that have been tough
Pacing fast lane
Like I'm in a rush
Feel like I'm running outta time
I'm always on the clock
It's just one life we got
And I gotta shoot my shot
Just tryna make the cut
Put my prime on the tab
Breathing life into the craft
Still here, suited up
Just want peace in my cup
Love that don't fade when it's rough
World go loud
I hush
All I want
Is to feel enough
Gotta go on an endless trip to Paris
Been out there with my dawgs
This was the rarest
Hennessy apartment
Eiffel from the terrace
Those days shifted my perspective
Made me reflect for a minute
'Cause I never take a day off
I treat every break
Like I don't deserve it
All I wish for is someone
Who feels like home
My last relationship
Made me feel home alone
All my lessons come
In a woman's form
Out of a woman's love
My heart was born
Out of a woman's scars
I went to war
Out of a woman's death
I was torn apart
Nevertheless
Pure and uncut to the core
Soul thing strong
I endure
Figuring out
What it's for
Just want peace in my cup
Love that don't fade when it's rough
World go loud
I hush
All I want
Is to feel enough
Got more issues than a magazine
But that's okay
We keep on pushing
From troubled waters to the bay
High-function sad boy
With a pretty face
No sleep since sixteen
Yeah, I'm well trained
Cycling through my lane
Imposter in my briefcase
Sometimes gratification
Comes with delay
Sets in slowly
Like deep-seated urban decay
Some moments
I go dim under weight
My inner life
Heavier than an 808
Had to give it space
Let it resonate
Feel like my sanity at stake
Is enough just a lie I chase
Seasons turn
And so do I
It ain't easy
I can't lie
Some days low
Some days high
Lost the old me on the way
But it's alright
Had to cut ties
In order to thrive
One day at a time
That's just life
Just want peace in my cup
Love that don't fade when it's rough
World go loud
I hush
All I want
Is to feel enough
Just want peace in my cup
Love that don't fade when it's rough
World go loud
I hush
All I want
Is to feel enough
All I'm doing
Is doing not enough
Maybe one day
I stop messing shit up