Thicker Than Water

6 -5 - 24, if you know, you know
I miss you every day

I still can't believe that you've been gone
Now I'm sitting here to write this song
It feels like yesterday when we were kids
Moments fade like bleeps and blips

Riding cigarettes to the core
My head aches, my throat's sore
How long it take to live a life?
It's hard to cope, it's hard to thrive

'Cause like a flower in a dark room
I can't bloom without you
Rich forever, if we stick together
That's what mattered

That's what we were all about
Still feel like I let you down
I hate this feeling, tired of healing
My heart stopped beating
My heart stopped beating

Soul so brave, mind so tough
Equally rough was your path
Been away way too much
Now rains pouring while lightning strikes

I miss your smile, I miss your glow
All these emotions on overflow
'Cause I love you more than life itself
Heart turned cold, now I'm praying that the ice can melt

So I keep on keeping on, I stay strong
Mom and I keep on keeping on, we stay strong
Danny and I keep on keeping on, we stay strong
Pete and I keep on keeping on, we stay strong

For your beautiful daughter
Emmy is what you called her
She makes the family stronger

Blood is thicker than water
Thicker than water
Thicker than water

Michael du musst einfach auf dein Herz hören
Auch nicht immer mit dem Kopf entscheiden
Sondern du musst einfach mit deinem Herzen entscheiden
Das ist halt glaub momentan einfach das Wichtigste
Und du kannst so stolz auf dich sein wo du momentan stehst
Und dass es im Leben nicht immer nur
Hochs gibt Michael das ist ganz normal

Dann kommt auch mal wieder ein Tief und ein Rückschlag
Aber da musst du genau in solchen Momenten festhalten
Sei einfach stolz auf dich
Und gibt auch dir bisschen Zeit
Das brauchst du

Und wie gesagt nächstes Jahr hast du
Ein Familienmitglied mehr das dich unfassbar lieben wird
Und sehen wird was du für ein toller Mensch bist
Deswegen du machst das alles richtig und ich hab dich lieb

Someday always feels like miles away
Then life happens with no mercy, no delay
You've been there since day dot
At least we gave this all that we got

You were the realest, strongest woman to ever walk this earth
And we left a little piece of you when you gave birth
I see you in her eyes, I see you in her smile
Feeling happy and hurt at the same time is a hard trial

I'm still living in denial that you left me here
Shattered I couldn't add more life to your years
Losing you has always been my deepest fear
Now I'm sending you these words
That may find you well like the morning dew birds
Like wonders and perks

Why I'm portraying this picture? I don't know
Eventually I'm trying to let go
Of all that crippling pain while riding down memory lane
Or maybe I'm looking for a reason to tell the world how I'm feeling
You tell me

Ahead of seeing you up in that hospital bed
I convinced myself I had a lot on my head
So caught up in this style of living
I hope you're up there in forgiveness

All that jazz just to make ends meet
Now I'm drowning in an ocean full of grief
I can't make this up, yeah, I'm messed up
I feel so screwed up inside
I really tried to save you, I really tried
But I couldn't

Gonna make sure you will never fade away
'Cause I won't remain silent about your fate
You live on in my soul, sister
And I love you eternally, Ramona

Your spirit gonna live forever
In peace you rest
And next time we see us, we're gonna be our best
In the end, all that's real is love and death
Death and love, and love and death

And love is real