SILENCE

Hahahahaha

I don't know where I'm goin', but I keep pushin'
Chest hollow, Eyes don't focus
I can't feel the wheel, drivin' dead, eyes peeled
Rearview full of ghosts, tryna tell me what's real

Heart got holes, like my old drive
Street lights pass, but none feel alive
Quiet hate, no shape, no sound
Thoughts too dark for the moon to be around

Always off, never peace
Demons in my seat tellin' me to never cease
No brakes, nobody waits
If I crash, leave me where I break

Red eyes, soul fade
My mind screams, but no one sees the pain
I don't want love, don't need hope
I just need silence and pills to cope

Smoke my thoughts, I spit out rage
Hate feels warm inside my cage
Trust in nothin', not even breath
I'm just the glitch that the world forgets

And if I die

If I ever stop, it won't be on purpose
I never lived, Just stayed out the surface