INFIDELITY (2 WIVES)

Yeah
Sometimes I'm in my own head on which direction to go
Johnny Dep been in the snow
And now I'm ready I'm ready to blow
I got 2 wives
The mic
The other sweet as a rose
I give one life
The other put my life note

Forever faithful
The way you held me down
Forever grateful
I ain't happy all the time
Spit some sadder lines
I know them rhymes hit you different when I make the music painful

You angel
Checking on your ankles
You been 10 toes for lord knows
How haven't caught a sprang or 2
I know you fear what fame will do
Can't let no demons hang with you
You love that I'm a poet
Always get the pen to say the truth

I'm out here like there ain't a thing to lose
With everything to lose
I'm going till the paper blue
Learning that it come and goes
And I can't let it's absent get control
Cause that'll make you blue
Yeah

I'm just trying to find my balance
Can you help me
Cause this feeling is my favorite mood
Yeah
I done shed my blood for all this shit
If this is it then ima paint the room
Emotions overcoming
Put my heart inside the game I bend the rules and I don't play to lose
Yeah
Let that acid rain go down my flesh
I tried my best
That's I came to do

Yeah
I'm just trying to find my balance
Can you help me
Cause this feeling is my favorite mood
Yeah
I done shed my blood for all this shit
If this is it then ima paint the room
Emotions overcoming
Put my heart inside the game I bend the rules and I don't play to lose
Yeah
Let that acid rain go down my flesh
I tried my best
That's I came to do

Sometimes I leave one wife alone
She hates to be in the dark
Wants me interface
I know that all she needs is a spark
She wants to hear about my day
I change a lot when we part
And she just listens when I bleed
She know it come from the heart

I got another wife
She hate it when I dip from the crib
Wants me always by her side
When I slide it gets dim
I know I keep the lights on
All ears when I vent
You hate you stuck inside the house
Can't cut the cord to this shit

I'm trying to please 2 things at once
If I don't they both going run
Never had a boat that sunk
I'ma find my balance
But you know that I can't hold my tongue
Intensions never malice
When It's time I got to open up
Think I need to sober up

Maybe just a shoulder rub
You know I be stress
And when I am
I shut the door and run
Oven got another bun
Promise that I love you
I can't ever see the day we done

Nah
See I can't even picture that
Scrapped Pennie's for similac
Wrote pages that's front to back
Dropped heat and still no plaques
You stayed through all of that
What reward for all of that
How the fuck I pay you back huh

How the fuck you back when money never meant a thing to you
Your currency is time
I'm merging across the line
Our verbiage been divine
And you don't want to see that fade
Do you

I'm just trying to find my balance
Can you help me
Cause this feeling is my favorite mood
Yeah
I done shed my blood for all this shit
If this is it then ima paint the room
Emotions overcoming
Put my heart inside the game I bend the rules and I don't play to lose
Yeah
Let that acid rain go down my flesh
I tried my best
That's I came to do

Yeah
I'm just trying to find my balance
Can you help me
Cause this feeling is my favorite mood
Yeah
I done shed my blood for all this shit
If this is it then ima paint the room
Emotions overcoming
Put my heart inside the game I bend the rules and I don't play to lose
Yeah
Let that acid rain go down my flesh
I tried my best
That's I came to do