Never, Ever

Sitting in my room, staring at the wall
I can't believe it's happening
Once so wonderful, now
Life's a twisted kind of reality, a fantasy
Don't know where to begin

Saw your love for me vanish in a single moment of stupidity
Nightmare this may be, but it is not a dream, ooh
I want to scream, "A broken heart still bleeds"

Never ever talk, never ever smile
Knowing that my life won't be the same
Never ever touch, never ever feel
I will never hear you call my name again

In my dreams I see, see you come to me a memory of times of old
Waking up, I realize Hell's as cool as ice
And the touch of sin did get me in
Nothing burns like the cold

Never ever talk, never ever smile
Knowing that my life won't be the same
Never ever touch, never ever feel
I will never hear you call my name again

As we sin, so do we suffer
I've fallen from grace, want to turn back time and make it undone

Never ever talk, never ever smile
Knowing that my life won't be the same
Never ever touch, never ever feel
I will never hear you call my name
Never ever talk, never ever smile
All I see a future full of fear
Never ever touch, never ever feel
I can never whisper in your ear, "I'm sorry"