Grow yourself (In lonelyness)

Pride, what's pride?
No view, no window
Opening hands, closing brains
For the moment I'm still a stone
Try to take it now
Oh I was always in a cloud
A life alone in Mars
Stepping in your dreams
Like a bebop melody
The fountain on the corridor is telling me
That the greatest wonder blue
They never told me
It's gonna be so hard
I grow myself in a flower's chair
No garden, not for me
No water, no help
Try to understand
I will not be the same
Just forget your past
Only think in me
It's gonna be so hard
Pick me up from the floor
I will be your street dog
'Cause paradise is here
All the bones for me
A poisonous wonder diary
A apple full of acid
That the greatest wonder blue
It's gonna be so hard