Текст песни Shade - HeemFuQuan

Ducking heat
I been walking through the shade
Hoping the gonja'll
Make the pain go away
I don't think we can compare our encounters
We not the same
Excuse me for distance I been slipping
I'll take the blame
Time just been ticking
Shit been different I'm feeling strange
The ones that I love
Hope they'll still look at me the same
Thoughts in my mind
Can't explain what's in my brain
I got a strong heart and i can't lie it's hard to tame

I know what to do but i don't do it
Am i insane?
But shit I'm a father now can't fold i can't complain
I been with the steppers don't get caught inside the rain
They ain't give me a jacket i had to crop em out the frame
He thought they was homies
He put the clip against the grain (bang)
Everybody switch
Everybody change
Is you with me or you not pick a lane (fuck it)
Everybody fake
Everybody lames
If you really want ya dreams you'll do better
Heart a raging flame
My mind praying for a new weather
Gassed ya homie up now he pumped thats a new pressure
No psi, fyi
I'm the big stepper
Recognize, I'm that guy
You could try to strategize
Clarify you won't see clearly
I been out the way
Ducking heat
On my grind
Don't want mom to see me die, know the streets feel me
I hear a different nigga wanna kill me
Thinking you know the remedy, it don't heal me
Telling me to be what you see, only conceal me
And no I ain't on no new things, this the real me
I ain't switching for a no new gang, they ain't feel that
On my lonely tryna reconstruct, they don't feel that
Gave my last when they was down, tables turned, now I'm wack
I helped them cover up they chest
So they can stab me in my back, the fuck is that?
I'm so damaged
I don't know how to act
Mother fuckers left me stranded
Now they trying to share a laugh
History a part of me
Fuck a leave it in the past
Since the day I lost Sosa
I been grieving on the pad

Ducking heat
I been walking through the shade
Hoping the gonja'll
Make the pain go away
I don't think we can compare our encounters
We not the same
Excuse me for distance i been slipping
I'll take the blame
Time just been ticking
Shit been different I'm feeling strange
The ones that i love
Hope they'll still look at me the same
Thoughts in my mind
Can't explain what's in my brain
I got a strong heart and i can't lie it's hard to tame

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