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We went through a lot of ups and downs
Yet you still stayed close to my side
We often dug straight to the ground
You don't know what I look like now

Just a number in my phone
I'll love you the most
March is a horrible month
Why's it always cold
Spent the end to cry
I miss you every night
Don't call me when you see this
I'll hit decline

I don't look the same as I used to
Is this a bad thing?
Look, I don't know you
I don't look the same like before
And I don't recognize myself anymore

Two weeks 'til I go home
Can't wait to see you, oh
October is when you go
Now things are coming to an end

She'll only love me if I just love myself
But baby with you, I felt things I don't feel
I couldn't imagine to feel someone else
The thought of it always gets me overwhelmed
I hate separating from people I love
But I go forever without anyone
I will go for days and not say any words
You won't hear from me 'cause I sit back and lurk

Closing the drapes to block out any light
The things that I do I would never advise
It's so bad for me and, hm, I wonder why
Growing more acne and I'm not surprised
Don't look at me, please don't look at my face
The way that you stare makes me humiliate
I swear I get uglier, I don't look the same
You won't recognize me by how much I've changed
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