Текст песни Head Prison Blues - Holding Absence

(Heart in hand)
(Here I am)
(Without wax)
(I'm letting my guard down)
(I'm desperate to see)
(A new reflection of me)

You've watched me love, you've watched me lose
Now watch me writhe on the floor
Is this what therapy's for?
Catch my guts as I talk
You've watched me win, you've watched me lose
Help me recover my corpse
Is this what therapy's for?
Catch my guts as I talk

My head's been a prison
Nobody should live in
I'm losing the will to go on
(I'm losing the will)

I locked myself insidе a cell with my own sins
And every day's a diffеrent conviction
But if I end up losing myself to myself
I know somewhere that you
Will do your best to let me live again

You've watched my death and resurrection
Watch me roll with this stone
Everywhere that I go
A sadistic memento
That there's no shame in keeping track
Of the times you've been to hell and back
And I wear this tally on my sleeve
As a reminder that I'll never leave

My head's been a prison
Nobody should visit
I'm losing the will to go on
(I'm losing the will)

I trapped myself inside a cell with my own sins
And every day's a different conviction
But if I end up losing myself to myself
I know somewhere that you
Will do your best to let me live again

I trapped myself inside a cell with my own sins
And every day's a different conviction
But if I end up losing myself to myself
I know somewhere that you
Will do your best to let me live again
But if I end up losing myself to myself
I know somewhere that you
Will do your best to let me live again

My head's been a prison
Nobody should live in
I'm losing the will to go on
My head's been a prison
Nobody should live in
But I'm losing the will to go on
I'm losing the will