Sabotage

Had our cards laid out
Psychic showed our lives
Soulmates with a big house
Twin flames, no doubt

Down on Greenwich Street
You got used to me
I blinked, let go
Tell me, do your friends know?
They'll probably never say so

Here we go, again
I can't help but to sabotage my head
It happens every time
I let you in my life
So here we go again

You're so innocent
Tell me honestly
How the fuck can you miss me?
When you're tied up in his bedsheets
I'm sick of hearing how you're sorry

Here we go, again
I can't help but to sabotage my head
It happens every time
I let you in my life
So here we go again

I sabotage my head
It happens every time
I let you in my life
So here we go again

I contain my excitement
Every time I get a text from you
I spend, way too much energy, mentally
Tryna figure out what you said to me
But if I could decode your truest emotions
I wouldn't have drowned in your ocean

Symbolically, I am still floating
What good is a boat?
I don't know where I'm going
I'm done being told what I should do
Got a crib in the city with a good view
If I get your ass back, what would that prove?
I'm still trying to figure out
That's the bad news

But if I was smart, I'd go back to mid-July
When you started posting pics online
Fuck that guy!
I thought you'd never be so sly
But I fall for it every time, well I guess

Here we go, again
I can't help but to sabotage my head
It happens every time
I let you in my life
So here we go again

I sabotage my head
It happens every time
I let you in my life
So here we go again

Again, again
I sabotage my head
My head, my head
It happens every time
When you ruin my life
I sabotage my head

Fuck
I fucked the ending up
I knew I was going to fuck the ending up