Текст песни Before The Dawn - Horrorshow

It's darkest before the dawn
So right now I'm tryna hold on
The calm before the storm
Is when you gotta learn to be strong

It's like I don't know where to start cause there's so much to say
Had this pain up in my heart when I woke up today
Tell myself this too shall pass, be calm, it's just a phase
But the breath inside my chest is gettin' tight
Thinkin' that I just might suffocate
Walkin' underneath these city lights, all I see is strangers faces
And I wonder what it would be like if I could just try tradin' places
Would the world look any clearer when I looked into the mirror
Or are they the same as me, just starin'
, Hatin' their reflection (Question)
Vision is clouded, feelin' alone in this room that's so crowded right
Thinkin' it's dark as the cloud that is
Hangin' up over my head like a power line
Feelin' surrounded, no way around it
Knowin' that I got a mountain to climb
I wanna shout it, think I am goin' up out of my mind

It's darkest before the dawn
So right now I'm tryna hold on
The calm before the storm
Is when you gotta learn to be strong

Cause no one's gonna take this weight for me
Hope someone's gonna say a prayer for me
(Somebody say a prayer for me)
Why I'm gettin' this high? Why I'm feelin' this low?
Why I'm livin' this life? Why can't I let go?
I got nowhere to hide, I can't take it no more
Am I losin' my mind? What I'm doin' this for?
I just don't know (I just don't know)
I just don't know (I just don't know)
Why I'm gettin' this high? Why I'm feelin' this low?
Why I'm livin' this life? Why can't I let go?
I got nowhere to hide, I can't take it no more
Am I losin' my mind? What I'm doin' this for?
I just don't know (I just don't know)
I just don't know (I just don't know)

Man I swear this life will eat you up
I swear this life will wear you down
We all got pain up in our hearts
All got things we're scared about
See we were taught to hold it in, gotta find a way to let it out
Roll another joint and light it up, write another page and tear it out
Now all those voices in your head, makin' noise and gettin' loud
That'll make you feel like givin' up, make you feel like checkin' out
Got me feelin' like a missin' person, like no one knows my whereabouts
I should know that people care about me
They're the same ones I care about
But right now my mind is playin' tricks and tellin' lies
Schemin' tryna take control of me
If I lose then I'ma pay the price, got me scared to even go to sleep
Tonight if I should die before I wake
Don't know how much more that I can take
Prayin' I can just hold on until the light of morning breaks

It's darkest before the dawn
So right now I'm tryna hold on
The calm before the storm
Is when you gotta learn to be strong

Cause no one's gonna take this weight for me
Hope someone's gonna say a prayer for me
(Somebody say a prayer for me)
Why I'm gettin' this high? Why I'm feelin' this low?
Why I'm livin' this life? Why can't I let go?
I got nowhere to hide, I can't take it no more
Am I losin' my mind? What I'm doin' this for?
I just don't know (I just don't know)
I just don't know (I just don't know)
Why I'm gettin' this high? Why I'm feelin' this low?
Why I'm livin' this life? Why can't I let go?
I got nowhere to hide, I can't take it no more
Am I losin' my mind? What I'm doin' this for?
I just don't know (I just don't know)
I just don't know (I just don't know)

(Somebody say a prayer for me)