Extra Spicy Noodles

Parts of me they died every time you cried
Just to get your will coz' you know that I
Always come for you like amazon do
When you order your extra spicy noodles
And now that you have silenced me
You hate that I don't speak no more
I gave you my only key
Now I can't open the fucking door

But how could you know
You had your headphones on
While the beat of your
Own drum killed out song
And words they lost their weight
The colors they looked the same
Now we play solitaire
But we both lose the game

So now I spent my time
Working on my future
Try to keep what I promised my
13 year old self while my mental health
Is recovering I fall down the same hole
I always meet on the road
We're all getting older
I hope I don't grow to cold

But how could you know
You had your headphones on
While the beat of your
Own drum killed out song
And words they lost their weight
The colors they looked the same
Now we play solitaire
But we both lose the game

And I have used all my words
Now there is nothing left to say
And the echoes from my inner war still stay
In my shell but they hear it far away
From where I am and yes it makes my day

But how could you know
You had your headphones on
While the beat of your
Own drum killed out song
And words they lost their weight
The colors they looked the same
Now we play solitaire
But we both lose the game