Текст песни Pardon Me... - Iamyounglupe

And all I ever wanted, was a bad bxtch
I swear to god, I had two changes, but I lost them
And I ain't placing blame, it is what it is, maybe one of you can sit down and please explain
Was it my fault
Did I do something wrong
I'm 24, and been engaged twice
Nice
Maybe if I changed, that'll probably do me right
I'm drinking once again, I'm dying slowly, I ain't trying to live this life
Mountains of stress
Lots of regrets
I wonder if the Angels up above is betting of me just to see if I will pass God's test
But am I failing, huh
This fork in the road, is starting to look familiar
Don't you mind me
I'm just hella curious
I'm just looking for some answers
I've been questioning myself
But maybe if I let go
I can find some peacefulness
From lacerations
A scar builds up, dirty blade in my hand
Cut me
Don't give a fuck
I'm a loner, come closer, pushed back
And I knew, what I wanted, what's that
It was you, from the jump
It was me fucking up
Couldn't love you enough
I wasn't man enough
Now I'm
Smoking heavy, moving slowly, my friends tell me they don't know me
I done lost everything from my fiancé, down to my homies
Mirror image
I see you looking, and I hate what I see
Fuck what you heard, I knew what I did
I ain't think it'd cut this deep
Living in the moment, wasn't thinking bout the future
I thought I got Punk'd, by that nigga Aston Kutcher
I thought we were forever, I ain't think I'd lose ya
I went from a king, back down to a loser
I'm a mess right now
And I know I did this
Chances, slim to none
Look, why did I do this to us
Every minute that I'm not with you
That's another second, dead and gone
Sleepless nights
Suicidal thoughts, I know it's dead wrong
I'm at a point where I can't turn back
I'm at place, where I fade black
All this love that I have, it's gone, I'm wrong, I know my love is strong
Drinking heavy, I'm moving steady, I'm faded daily, an acting crazy
I don't feel nothing, my feelings lost, don't try to persuade me
It wasn't you at first, it was me that started all of this shxt
It doesn't matter cause I'm tired, of all the lies
I really loved you...