Used to this

I see the trees
Rivers and fields
And the mountains
I see the leaves
Flowers and bees
In the sun

They've always been here
But I forgot to watch
Learnt how to chase things
But never how to stop

Mhhmmm
I am not used to this
Used to this
Mhhmmm
But I could get used to this
Feeling like I am enough
Without putting on a show
And it's ok if I lose control
Uuuhuu
I could get used to this
Used to this version of me

Driving south
Haven't been home since december
And this time around
I'm not going there on my own

You've always been here
But only in my mind

Uuuhuu
I am not used to this
Used to this
Uuuhuuu
But I could get used to this
Feeling like I am enough
Without putting on a show
And it's ok if I lose control
Uuuhuu
I could get used to this
Used to this version of me

Cuz maybe
This is what happiness means