Scared

I saw you just a while ago
There's an open door straight to where you are
I hesitate to take the first step
I've always wondered why
You kept on bothering me
Everywhere I go
But you surprise me every day
You have the power to break my soul
Every time I push you away
You just come back stronger than the time before
Everything that you are saying is so true
That I get scared
Because when you
Ask me to put it down
I don't want to give it up
I need to push to get through what you're saying
'Cause I can hear it in my head over and over
You know it scares me
When you keep on telling me
To let go of what I think is true
And just leave it all behind
What am I supposed to do
What am I supposed to do
Everything you said
Is ringing inside my head
But I'm beginning to change
Every time you look at me
Every time I push you away
You just come back stronger than the time before
Everything that you are saying is so true
That I get scared
Because when you
Ask me to put it down
I forgot to give it up
And now I understand everything you're saying
'Cause it beats inside my heart over and over
And now I'm loving it
'Cause all this time I've been seeing
All the pride that I had to break inside of me
Now I understand
You made me everything I am
All this time I couldn't see
The trouble you've been making is part of me
All this time I couldn't see
The trouble you've been making is part of me
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Because when you
Ask me to put it down
I forgot to give it up
And now I understand everything you're saying
'Cause it beats inside my heart over and over
And now I'm loving it
'Cause all this time I've been seeing
All the pride that I had to break inside of me
Now I understand
And I believe I can
And I want to hold your hand
'Cause you made me everything I am
You made me everything I am