Reaching

I can feel my lungs giving out
I got in the way of your touch now I'm giving in
Pray to a silent god when walls cave in
I didn't mean to write you off I was faking it

But when it feel apart
Did you see?
It was too far gone
And my ears still ring

One last time
I define
Can I find
Some peace of mind?

Reaching out for it
I lost track of time spent away from lust
Keep it to yourself
I don't wanna hear it
Words that you spoke
Well they're imminent
Will I ever find someone by my side?
Well until then
The answers suicide

Is god?
Is god?
Is god?
Is god?