Текст песни My Blood - Islati

This time
See, I'm just trying to get by
I just think about the missed time

It's almost noon and I'm deep in my cup
I've been sitting in my pain chasing demons out the page
Hope he see me when I pray
And I put that on my blood
They ain't ever give us love
Couldn't ever give a fuck
Now my feelings be my weapons cause I'm numb
It's almost noon and I'm deep in my cup
I've been sitting in my pain chasing demons out the page
Hope he see me when I pray
And I put that on my blood

Always cry so I choke when I'm swallowing these pills
And I smoke just to feel
Couldn't tell you how I heal
I just know that I see it
Had to be so they'd believe
I put it all on me
If I'm talking to my bro then we gonna ball on me
I know my fam they gonna fall on me
We ain't speak in some weeks
But it's how it needs to be
Wearing faults probably turn me to a fiend
I'm a star with their pain on my scars
I just know that they dont see

It's almost noon and I'm deep in my cup
I've been sitting in my pain chasing demons out the page
Hope he see me when I pray
And I put that on my blood
They ain't ever give us love
Couldn't ever give a fuck
Now my feelings be my weapons cause I'm numb
It's almost noon and I'm deep in my cup
I've been sitting in my pain chasing demons out the page
Hope he see me when I pray
And I put that on my blood

When days been the same
Always working for change
Life really going to fade
And ain't nothing I can say
I just hope I can escape
Used to dissassociate when they was screaming at my face
I ain't get to walk away
Stayed alive just to see another day
Told myself I'm a see it through the rain
Even if they turn away
This time I think about missed time
See I'm just trying to get by
If you ain't run then you a real one
I put some henny on my pain just to try and fade away
And I'm laughing at these doubts
Always knew I'd make it out
I knew it had to come around
I'm always one to make me proud
Never less than ever blessed
Yeah
For real

It's almost noon and I'm deep in my cup
I've been sitting in my pain chasing demons out the page
Hope he see me when I pray
And I put that on my blood
They ain't ever give us love
Couldn't ever give a fuck
Now my feelings be my weapons cause I'm numb
It's almost noon and I'm deep in my cup
I've been sitting in my pain chasing demons out the page
Hope he see me when I pray
And I put that on my blood