Текст песни Checking if... - J A K E

I've learned it's better not to know so I can keep my eyes
I find it hard to fight this feeling
It's this light of mine
Just in the Knick a time
Faded every other high
I keep my circle my small
To trench around it's demon fye
My mental guard up that I have gon' tell me no before I try
Buried in some cheap shots of emotion I wonder why
No tellin' where the spell from but let's reciprocate it tonight
Fill up to the sky
And watch it overflow our eyes
Growing up the kid was shy
We was plottin' but the well was dry
Fishin' but ain't like the slime
Grippin' on the mic from time to time to
Check if I'm still alive