Текст песни My Head - J-Easy

Wish people knew what went on in My head
All I know is most days man wish I Was dead
Understand this isn't what I wanted Instead
Want to trade it get a normal life,get Some some real sleep actually hit a Bed
Music is the place I go when I'm Scared and see red
Don't be mad at me when i leave you On read
Gotta do for me that's what I said
I'm not perfect and never will be it's Something I'm learning
But do me dirty I'm turning to a Fiend
Big hearted person but that comes With a price
Burdens of your kindness will kill Your mental health and end your life
Sacrificing everything now ready to Roll the dice
Things that I say I have to do and Live it twice to learn that price
Doesn't matter what anyone says I'll Never take that advice
Because I'm striving to reach what I Think to be paradise
So with this pair of dice imma roll
And not think twice gotta to do what I think is right

Someone help me understand what's Going on in my head
In my head
Can anyone help me that's what I Said
What I said
Need help understanding what's in My head
In my head
I don't know
What's going on in my head

I feel-good like I'm in my zone, on My thrown
Doing this on my own I gotta know
If what I'm doing is right tryin to Reach my milestone
But got shit stopping me on my way On this road
But none of you want this smoke
This ain't no joke
Keep goin and You'll get the next episode cause I'm Ready to explode
You know this is what I'm use too
But I refuse to change is that abuse?
Neglecting myself and others has Been the excuse
No more I'm tired and done I'm Ready to improve
I want to move in the right direction
Not stressin what I see my Perception just bothers me leaves me Guessing
Ready for my resurrection I want to Be molded into perfection
And I'm Telling you this without any Question
Running from your problems will Never fix your depression
No matter how hard you cover it We'll always see that expression
That's why I'm standing here, Recording this song, having this session
Hopefully what I speak is teaching lessons