On The Edge

I just wanna be happy, but I'm feeling so low
Every day is a struggle and it's starting to show
Looking for answers, but I've lost my way
I'm lost in the silence with nothing to say
I'm tired of pretending everything is alright
But holding out my heart is not a pretty sight
Every smile that I wear is just a disguise
I'm just searching for truth in an ocean of lies

I'm standing on the edge, can't take another breath
Feels like I'm living in the shadow of regret
If this is what life's supposed to be
Then I'm ready
I'm ready to be free
Release me
Release me
Release me
Release me
Release me
Release me

I just wanna be normal, not trapped inside my head
The voices said they'd save me but they ruined me instead
I'm running from the darkness, but it's catching up so fast
Each promise of tomorrow feels heavier than the last
The scars they've left upon me are the proof I can't ignore
I'm haunted by the person I don't wanna be no more
I'm staring in the mirror, but it's not my face I see
Just a ghost of who I was and who I thought I'd be

I'm standing on the edge, can't take another breath
Feels like I'm living in the shadow of regret
If this is what life's supposed to be
Then I'm ready
I'm ready to be free
Release me
Release me
Release me
Release me
Release me
Release me

I'm tired
Please just let me fade
I can't keep up with these masquerades
I'm tired
Of all the pain
I can't keep living in all this shame
I'm tired
Please just let me fade
I can't keep up with these masquerades
I'm tired
Of all the pain
I can't keep living in all this shame
I'm tired
If this is life
Take it away
Cause I don't wanna live another FUCKING DAY!

I'm standing on the edge, can't take another breath
Feels like I'm living in the shadow of regret
If this is what life's supposed to be
Then I'm ready
I'm ready to be free

I'm standing on the edge, can't take another breath
Feels like I'm living in the shadow of regret
If this is what life's supposed to be
Then I'm ready
I'm ready to be
FREE!
Release me (set me free)
Release me (set me free)
Release me (set me free)
Release me (set me free)
Release me (set me free)
Release me (set me free)
Release me (set me free)
Release me (set me free)

I'm standing on the edge, can't take another breath
Feels like I'm living in the shadow of regret
If this is what life's supposed to be
Then I'm ready
I'm ready to be free