Didn't Know Better (feat. Breanna Marin)

Oh, oh, oh
Just didn't know better

See, this could be the realest picture ever painted
I never thought that I could summon what I need to say this
But I'ma say it how it is and you'll just have to take it
After all you didn't leave me with an explanation
You told me not to put you in the same bracket
But bending what you said it put me in a straight jacket
You think a promise is something you take back
It just ain't happened, you said you wouldn't cause the same panic
Let's face facts, you know everything I go through
Despite the fact it hurts I made sure I still showed you
Despite the fact you promised you'd still remain honest
It's all gone and you said you're not the same as them bollocks
I'm not gonna continue pretending I'm still buzzing
No matter who it is their words they mean nothing
I'm not fucking with anyone telling them stop coming
I'm lost from it admitting I'm sitting I'm not running, yeah

I used to trust so easily
I used to fall for anything
But under all my boundaries
I just didn't know better
I used to have no confidence
Uncomfortable in my skin
Deep down, way, way back then
I just didn't know better
I just didn't know better
I used to know no better

By the time you hear this I'll probably already be gone
I'm jumping off the stage that you put me on
You think you made the sacrifice think I ain't been acting right
You're getting suspicious over things that never happen like,
Walking to the club with you is so stressed
Whisper in my ear about the people I don't know yet
Talking about these people they'll be judging me with no sense
Tryna build a box around my body that's a slow death
I don't need a coffin yet life inside my body yeah calling it protection
As I'm walking past the window I can see my own reflection in the background
But you just never back down
Always on my shoulder, man I think about the blackout
Supposed to be the reason that I'm sensible
You just made my heart break and that shit isn't mendable
Now I'm just a scarred face, I feel so unreliable
Never wanna part take in anything
You got me feeling something indescribable

I used to trust so easily
I used to fall for anything
But under all my boundaries
I just didn't know better
I used to have no confidence
Uncomfortable in my skin
Deep down, way, way back then
I just didn't know better
I just didn't know better
I used to know no better

See I don't care about rooftops and palm trees
I don't care about gold chains and car speeds
I just care about keeping up with my heartbeat
Speaking every truth that I've been told until I can't breathe
So I set sail like the Titanic
I've been through a lot of trouble yeah but I manage
I've been up and down years I'mma die happy
Try and kill my spirit better tick it like a nike jacket

I used to trust so easily
I used to fall for anything
But under all my boundaries
I just didn't know better
I used to have no confidence
Uncomfortable in my own skin
Deep down, way, way back then
I just didn't know better
I just didn't know better
I used to know no better
Know no better
I used to know no better
I used to know no better