Why Do I Feel

Stay with me or some
You don't wanna play with me or non
All the thing you said we were doing you took that from me
Take that shit what
Take that shit what

You don't want a stay with me or some
You don't want a play with me or non
You want me laying deceased or cutting
But it's okay you see you bugging
All the things you said we were doing you took that from me
So it's no wonder that all I do is pour up my lean

Is it okay that she done took my heart
From the start so now I sit in the dark
I'm drinking hard playing guitar with a shard
That I found from that broken bottle
It's hard to swallow thinking that my insides hallow
Drown in sorrow thinking that I am just borrowed

I am her boyfriend for today she'll have a new one for tomorrow

I get rejected life's just hectic
Blocc swallow your pride accept it
Don't think it's sadness or depression
I think it's doing things the wrong damn way
So I can do things that dement it

When I heard this beat I loved it
When she would cheer for me I loved it
But she didn't love me I still loved it
So I just said fuck it

You don't wanna stay with me or some
You don't wanna play wit me or non
You want me laying deceased or cutting
But it's okay you see you bugging
All the things you said we were doing you took that from me
So it's no wonder that all I do is pour up my lean

Why do I feel like people wanna tie my noose
It's 41 to 42 so I might go through
Going 90 down the highway and I'm calling it a cruise
And my parents say it's nic or sports so now I gotta choose

Why do I feel like now I'm gonna lose
Why do I feel like people give the blues
Why do I feel like all these other lovers calling me a fucking sucker wanna hit me with the duce

I don't care about the stares
Or the bass and the snares
Or these fake flashlights that they wave in the air
I just wanna be somebody that gets love
Make a few 100 thousand or above
Doing ice bucket challenge cuz they know that I can manage and instead of pouring lean all in my cup
And they know that I got handles and it's RIP to Randall and they still won't think that I'm enough

Feeling like I'm goin down a road too much that I'll have one problem and I'll get too stuck
Hopefully not get drunk and get cuffed she says the word love way too damn much

When she would cheer for me I loved it
But she didn't love me I still loved it
She held my heartbeat and then chucked it

You don't wanna stay with me or some
You don't wanna play wit me or non
You want me laying deceased or cutting
But it's okay you see you bugging
All the things you said we were doing you took that from me
So it's no wonder that all I do is pour up my lean

Lean
Blocc 372 uh