Текст песни Lately - Jah Jr.

I love my mama
I hate my mama
I hate the drinking
I hate the drama
My father cheated
And then you cheated
You started drinkin
I kept your secrets
I saw your weakness
Expose your demons
You started skiing
I didn't speak it
"You didn't see st!"
That's what you told me
Yeah I need you vocal
I need the closure
Used to be your baby
Feels like those days are over
Was hoping you could save me
But you ain't never sober
I remember you told me
To love with deep emotion
And when I needed consolation you were always open... shit
But nowadays. Ya closed for business
Your soul is different
I'm hoping wishing
We could see old beginnings
I know you know the difference
Cuz nowadays life ain't the same st got me so conflicted

I used to need her
And now she needs me
And all I ask is that you're sober when you see me
And if that can't happen... then I understand
All I ever wanted to was to give my moms a helping hand
I used to need her
And now she needs me
And all I ask is that you're sober when you see me
And if that can't happen... then I understand
Yeah...

When the liquor hit her system she took a different persona
It's crazy how I'm patient with everyone but my mama
A product of my parents, a marriage drowning in drama
Mainly due to the fact that my father was so dishonest
It's crazy how he used her disorder as an excuse
To entertain these fn floozies and do em for his amusement
Abusing the heart of my mama how could you do this?
Beautiful how that bullst blossomed out of ya two lips (tulips)...
The worst part of it all? I ain't do st
Or say st. What could I do? I was they kid
And they did the best they could just to raise this
Boy to man a crazed kid amazing

Crazed kid amazing
To a man a crazed kid amazing
Yeah...
Yeah...

Taste the gin through her pores when I kiss her
She took daily dives in that pool full of liquor
She hit the slopes when it got too hot
And walk through that gateway into a brand new sp...

Yeah. I love my father. I adore that na
But I'm sorry pops I gotta drop more facts na
Like how you never wanted me. Let's explore that na
How you drop a seed then try to abort that mission?
Why you left my mama hangin? It was me she carried!
Not surprised though you did the shit twice already...