Текст песни lie or DIE - Jay Musa

I'm putting my pride aside
I want to look you in your eyes

I don't want to tell you the truth
I don't want to hurt you
I'm looking at you
The thought of the shit you gon' say is making me nervous
I be acting cool
But under this designer jacket a nigga not perfect
I be wanting answers, it's not even worth it
I wanted her love, now I just want her shirtless
I don't want your love no more that shit for certain

I got too much pride to lie
So I just be putting my pride aside
If I was still saying that you was my life
Then I would still be thinking suicide
I got a new bitch, she way too fine
I told her this shit is do or lie
This some shit that if you do you die

Bitch don't play with my time
She gave a whole lot of brain today
And it's a lot on mine
And she got all of that attitude
She said it's love in disguise
Fuck it I do what I had to do
I had to tell a bitch lies
Man you ever got top from your main and top of your mind you think of your side
Let's talk about the trauma and pain we try to contain and hold it inside
Was so close to going insane
But look at me now I'm grateful I'm alive
I hoped on the fucking stage, they screaming my name, they know I'm that guy
I got a hole in my heart I can see through my pride
I got an ego as big as the Earth in size
I got some demons that I be tryna hide
I'm tryna protect you I don't want to tell you no lies but

I don't want to tell you the truth
I don't want to hurt you
I'm looking at you
The thought of the shit you gon' say is making me nervous
I be acting cool
But under this designer jacket a nigga not perfect
I be wanting answers, it's not even worth it
I wanted her love, now I just want her shirtless
I don't want your love no more that shit for certain

I got too much pride to lie
So I just be putting my pride aside
If I was still saying that you was my life
Then I would still be thinking suicide
I got a new bitch, she way too fine
I told her this shit is do or lie
This some shit that if you do you die

I been moving the same way since I was young
I cannot change, I always been Musá
When I say life feel like a movie, I don't mean the kind where you get saved
Man it's some tough decisions to make
Man I be having hard decisions to make
Right now, a gun to your head, it's lie or lie
They asked what you said and you cannot hide
Face getting red you bout to cry
Hoping that you make it out to tonight
Think 'fore it comes out your mouth, that's your life
Say the wrong thing he snooze you
He press a button and lay you to rest for life