Never Ever (Bonus track)

My head's spinnin', girl, I'm in a daze
Feel isolated, don't wanna communicate
Take a shower, then I will scour, I will roam
To find peace of mind, the happy mind I once owned, yeah

Flexin' vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet goes right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
Got my conscience askin' questions that I can't find

I'm not crazy and sure I ain't done nothin' wrong

Now you got me just waitin'
'Cause I heard that this feelin' won't last that long
Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feelin', yeah, you got me feelin' really bad
Never ever have I had to find
Had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feelin', yeah, it just don't feel right

I've been searchin' deep within my soul
For all the answers, don't wanna hurt no more
I need peace, gotta feel at ease, need to be
Free from pain, go insane, my heart aches

Sometimes vocabulary runs through my head
The alphabet goes right from A to Zed
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
Got my conscience askin' questions that I can't find

I'm not crazy and sure I ain't done nothin' wrong

Now you got me just waitin'
'Cause I heard that this feelin' won't last that long
Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feelin', yeah, you got me feelin' really bad
Never ever have I had to find
Had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
Got my conscience askin' questions that I can't find

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feelin', yeah, you got me feelin' really bad
Never ever have I had to find
Had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feelin', yeah, it just don't feel right