Текст песни Lying to Myself - Jean Beauvoir

As I lay awake and await the day
Thinking endless hours of how to win the fight
And I wonder still how I′ve paid the bills
Where I got the power to always find the light
Now maybe I've spend half my life just killing time
Maybe I was meant for something else
Lately I′ve been wondering where's the place that I belong
Maybe I've been lying to myself
Driving in my car going not too far
Trying to reach the goals that only heaven knows
Sometimes I feel weak get back on my feet
Got myself to blame if sometimes it gets cold
Now maybe I′m surrounded by such compromise
Maybe I should try as someone else
It seems I haven′t found the blessed place where I belong
Maybe I've been lying to myself
Now maybe I′ve been blinded by these tainted eyes
Time that I be truthful to myself
Well it seems I haven't found the blessed place where I belong
Maybe I′ve been lying to myself