Текст песни 20 Years Later - Jedikiah

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Twenty Years

It's January 30th
Cleaning bones out of my closet, this shit is the dirtiest
Couldn't kill my ego, but for now I seemed to bury it
Having to be honest with myself, cause I'm deserving it
I done slept on too many couches
I wore the same clothes for years, And had holes in my outfits
I'm really from the struggle tell me what you know about this
Niggas saying they gon' kill me, Don't put money where they mouth is
It's cause they broke, and only beefing through letters
They worried bout another man instead of stacking they cheddar
Can't no body step on me they know they head will get severed
Man, listen, I will never die this music gonna live forever, Ok
I been steady growing, and I'm only getting better
My team applying pressure the best with minimum effort
No rest until I'm on that stretcher
I'm blessed life's an adventure
To express what makes my head hurt, and yes I'm cold like no sweat shirt
Stuck between what I need, and what I want
I'm probably nonchalant
Should probably call my aunt
I know I've been distant from the fam, y'all love it when I'm not
Truth is I love it too
I wish I was close to you
Sorry I ain't spoke to you
Tell me what I'm supposed to do
Cause they say my time is coming
Me, and you both know it too
But It's taking all my time, I can only hope it's soon
Always thinking bout my pops, and how our bond is broken too
But life's what you make it, not what you expect.
Ain't you hear that this music shit was my first legal check
Call myself the don and I get money, power, respect
Chose one of three D's
My dreams, in doubt, or in debt
I just hope I chose right
Sometimes I sit in the stu and I want my old life
I was happy with a broken heater on them cold nights
With my sister and two brothers staying up the whole night
Playing Monopoly
Eating cereal outside as the sunrise, That's my memory
I know that I'm not perfect, but you'll always get the best of me
I been through some shit, but I think that was god just testing me
Trials and Tribulations.
Fail, but never fail to make it
Half man, and half amazing
No fans I'm still the greatest
This my Finally Famous
I can't wait to call momma saying her son really made it
And hear them tears hit the floor because she know how deep my pain is
Do you hear what I'm saying
Do you hear what I'm saying