seasonal girlfriend

It seems a little selfish maybe to me
To breathe a bit heavier
And I know that I can't call it, baby
'Cause it's wrong, but it feels better
I'm drowning in a bitter honey from myself
Taken to the bottom, tryna dig my way out
It feels a little selfish, so I hear my heart beat for truth
I keep on being mean and I'm waiting for you to leave the room
My heart is printed all over the walls
But you don't want me here at all

Just tryna make it better
Just make it through September
The winter's always loving more
Hide myself in your sweater
The heat always comes like ice
I run before the sun
We pinky promise just for fun
Our pierce for a season

We listen to the music you pick (You pick)
'Cause my taste is bad as we've discussed
You try to do my makeup
Predictable just never being enough
We're falling into a romantic cold deep (Romantic cold deep)
So why am I craving it like I need to breathe?

Just tryna make it better
Just make it through November
The winter's always loving more
Hide myself in your sweater
The heat always comes like ice
I run before the sun
We pinky promise just for fun
Our pierce for a season

Our pierce is an old girlfriend
We just keep her in the closet
Our pierce is an old girlfriend
Our pierce is over our heads

I'm simply your security
Just I feel uneasy, earthy
Does my fate just seem obscurity
Will I fade into my inferiority?
Maybe we shouldn't even exist
I can't be honest anymore than this

Just tryna make it better
Just make it through December (Oh)
The winter's always loving more (Oh)
Hide myself in your sweater
The heat always comes like ice (Oh)
I run before the sun (Oh)
We pinky promise just for fun (Oh)
Our pierce for a season

Our pierce is an old girlfriend
We just keep her in the closet
Our pierce is an old girlfriend
Our pierce is over our heads
Season
Our pierce is an old girlfriend