Amen

First day alone
With a mind of my own
I have no attention
A voice nobody knows
Since I was born it's been for the lord
But now I dream of being
A fucking god
God
Shit it's too real
I plan all my meals
And I still run out of time
To be the one I find

Seeking redemption
I'm stuck in a loop
I want all of the money
All of the jewels
Dream is so selfish
So far from the ground
And everyone thinks
I'm playing around
But I'm out for real
This is all I dream
I don't know how to make it
But I know one day I will
Put all of y'all bitches under my feet
And praise me till I get bored of me
Amen

Record is on and I can't come down
Been gone for too long, it's like I'm drowned
Expectations on my head
And thought they're lower than me
They still tie me down
They still tie me down
They still hold me down

I'm all too gone
This is just me and my phone
Thinking alone
With some speakers and cups
I have no mom
Sometimes I'm just lost
I look to my phone
To find who to trust
I have a girl that I really love
My demons are tough
And sometimes I'm rough
But fuck it I do it for love
Fuck it I do it for love
Fuck it I do it for love
Amen