Текст песни What Now - Jordan Smith

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying
Tears were for the weaker days, I'm stronger now
Or so I say, but something's missing.
Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream,
What now, I just can't figure it out
What now,
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now, what now
I found the one, she changed my life
But was it me that changed
And she just happened to come at the right time
I'm supposed to be in love but I'm numb again.
Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me.
And I just wanna scream,
What now, I just can't figure it out.
What now,
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out.
What now, please tell me, what now.
There's no one to call
'Cause I'm just playing games with them all.
The more I swear I'm happy,
The more that I'm feeling alone.
'Cause I spend every hour just going through the motions.
I can't even get the emotions to come out.
Dry as a bone but I just wanna shout,
What now, I just can't figure it out
What now,
I guess I'll just wait it out wait it out.
What now, somebody tell me, what now.
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know, oh, oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know,
I don't know how to cry
Yeahh
Ohh
I don't know how to feel
Ohh
Ohhh
I don't know how to cry
Yeahh
So, what now.
Somebody tell me, what now.