Fall Apart

I don't exactly remember what happened
I must have pushed it out of my mind
I got good at lookin' the other way
But I'd feel things from time to time

I fall apart now and then
It's a skill to pretend
That nothin' bad ever went down
And here I am fallin' apart again

I went out lookin' to rescue strays
But findin' love doesn't work that way, ooh, no
And maybe what I want is not what I need
And I gotta wait for miracles and epiphanies

I fall apart now and then
It's a skill to pretend
That nothin' bad ever went down
And here I am fallin' apart again

He threw my only guitar far out into the deep e-e-end
I dove in after her
Now all my dreams are tryin' to tell me somethin' with the water
I'm the only sister and the only daughter
Why can't they see I was drownin'?

I fall apart (I fall apart), now and then (now and then)
It's a skill (it's a skill), to pretend (to pretend)
That nothin' horrible (that nothin' horrible), ever went down (ever went down)
And here I am fallin' apart again

I fall apart now and then