Everything

You don't even know what I've been on
Girl it's been a minute since I've been home
It might take a while for me to get home
But you already know that by now
I don't really know how to move on
I've been fucking up don't wanna do wrong
Might just hit you up like what you've been on
Though we can't go back right now

No I won't take that back
Whatever I said I mean it
Lately I've been thinking about you when I'm leaning
You ain't got nowhere to go
Don't act like everything's okay
Now it's out of my control
I don't wanna go the wrong way
Ever since 17 I told you everything
I tried to give you everything
I thought you was everything
But I've been wrong as usual
I know I'll be good all by myself as usual
I might hit your phone but that shouldn't be new to you

This ain't really new to you
Told myself I'm through with you
Told you again and again but just couldn't get through to you
I know you get tired how you run through my mind
I'm trying, go and blame it on the timing
Ride around the city while they sleep
I've been trying to find a way out but we in too deep
Look at what I do for you
And what'd you do for me
I've been losing sleep but I've been trying to find peace
I let it all pass me by cuz I thought you the one
And ain't no doubts about it
I learn to trust myself and nobody else
No if and or buts about it
I was lost and ain't found yet
See the sun in my horizon
Until I know I'll keep climbing
Until I'm home I'll keep shining
Yeah

You don't even know what I've been on
Girl it's been a minute since I've been home
It might take a while for me to get home
But you already know that by now
I don't really know how to move on
I've been fucking up don't wanna do wrong
Might just hit you up like what you've been on
Though we can't go back right now