Текст песни I Miss You - K.Czupkowski

I just want everything to be alright
I didn't wanna leave you all behind
I miss you, cus' you kept me stable
And I can't go round masking no more

Dear Sam
It's been a long time since I spoke to you
It hasn't been easy lately to reach out to you
How's life where you are now
Wow
It's been 6 years since you been gone
I've been drowned to my addictions
Thinking this whole thing was fiction
Damn
Is it really that deep
Or am I dreaming
All I am hearing is screaming
PTSD left me scared
And so overwhelming
Therapist told me you'll get over
And the old K will be back
How can you say that
Arn't you meant to fix me up and over come it all
That's what they all say
Unfortunately they just want to see me fall
Break a few bones and see me crawl
Get back up on the podium
Having none of this nonsense
All I do the walk the walk
They do the talk the talk
Wasting none of me time because that's a crime for me
Yeah
Blacked out Mapped out is what I feel everyday
Sitting in the hallway thinking does anyone like me
Yeah I am just talking to myself again
Pave way Make way starting to think do they hate me
Or hate the other guy
Nothing makes sense anymore
Fuck

I just want everything to be alright
I didn't wanna leave you all behind
I miss you, cus' you kept me stable
And I can't go round masking no more

Dear Steven
I still think about you a lot too
Who knew you would reunite with sam
All I am asking are you proud of me
That's a guarantee
I am grieving
Heaving
Weeping
And dreaming about the times we had
It's too sad
This shit that happened I guess its just too bad
Wow
I almost quit music after you passed away
Not once but twice
After that I was walking on thin ice
Well that's nice
Every time I go to the studio it's the only way I can go
And speak to you
Now I am feeling hopeless
Not even therapy can fix this now
Ugh
Was it the fucking devil that took them away from me
An overdose that made it so real
Their last meal
Their last feel of everything they loved just breaks my fucking heart
Just like a dart but let me ask you something
Do you like seeing people in pain
Just for the money and fame
I wish you finished me off but its too late now
Damage is done
You cannot undo
Not even codine can help
I can yell
As loud as I can
But I am wasting my breath
This is gonna effect me
For the rest of my life
I am gonna miss you
I'll carry the legacy
Endlessly
Fuck you all I am completely numb and you just make me sick haters

I just want everything to be alright
I didn't wanna leave you all behind
I miss you, cus' you kept me stable
And I can't go round masking no more
I just want everything to be alright
I didn't wanna leave you all behind
I miss you, cus' you kept me stable
And I can't go round masking no more
I just want everything to be alright
I didn't wanna leave you all behind
I miss you, cus' you kept me stable
And I can't go round masking no more
I just want everything to be alright
I didn't wanna leave you all behind
I miss you, cus' you kept me stable
And I can't go round masking no more