Narcissist

I don't know what to do
My heart all black and blue
She said she'll see me soon
Not sure I'll make it through
I don't know what to do
My heart all black and blue
She said she'll see me soon
Not sure I'll make it through

I stab my eyes out I can't take the truth
Slice off your tongue take the poison from the root
Fuck a few carcasses call it cheating on you
You never knew what darkness was
Now the thoughts haunt you
The thoughts in my mind are never really sane
There's something real wrong at the root of my brain
I was fucked as a child bad habits from the streets
A little prick of the needle to escape to my dreams
In my dreams I mutilate you, rape you, take you
All over the world in a suitcase drape you
Over my shoulder like a jacket I need you
Close to me bleeding I can hardly hear you breathing
What is love really, in a world full of narcissists
A product of the hate and the hate I couldn't harbor it
Any longer as it infected my brain
You're my first little victim now I'm clearly insane

I don't know what to do
My heart all black and blue
She said she'll see me soon
Not sure I'll make it through
I don't know what to do
My heart all black and blue
She said she'll see me soon
Not sure I'll make it through