Heavy Feelings

I'm up early off of heavy feelings
Ain't no gravity to hold me down
I need Jesus if you ask my Ma
When these heavy feelings
In my mind go 'round
She ain't knowing that she almost there
Ain't no reason in her crying rivers
Heavy feelings, that's too hard to bear
Got me here with feelings
That'll leave you bitter

Heavy feelings
I've been sitting with heavy feelings
That's hard for me to sit in
With it pulling on my attention
I ain't mean to hurt you no
I swear it wasn't my intentions
Should I not or let you go?
I contemplate the difference
You and I are different bae
In the way we handle business
I been standing on it
I been standing on it
I been standing on
Now I'm crushing by the weight of it
So my head is gone
And I gotta say it's hard admitting
It's been too long
Tryna hold it in, trying to hold it
Pouring into you
To keep from overflowing
Who gon' pour back into me?
When I feel it is, it is too deep
If you don't understand the weight of
The weight of being me
Surely
It's like I'm burning
It's way too early to fight with my mind
Praying
That I'll be worthy
That God will save me I'm hurting inside
To hold me down

I'm up early off of heavy feelings
Ain't no gravity to hold me down
I need Jesus if you ask my Ma
When these heavy feelings
In my mind go 'round
She ain't knowing that she almost there
Ain't no reason in her crying rivers
Heavy feelings, that's too hard to bear
Now it's feelings that'll leave you bitter