The Sea

Wind bows up my skirt
Stones hurt my feet
Waves are crashing down
Unto the coast of my worst disease

I'm holding back my hair
Let salty water
Let salty water
Slip through me

I'm standing on a cliff
As the wildest sea is sucking down your ship

It's such a pain inside of me
Growing fast
Fast as the sea

And I feel numb and I feel still like
Little girl on momma's knees
And I feel dumb and insecure 'cause
You won't make it to the shore

I'm shouting at the sea
As the wind carries away
All that could have been
It brings all my hope and luck
Brings it deeper down to the ocean's heart

And you are there
I am here
You won't disappear

And I feel numb and I feel still like
Little girl on momma's knees
And I feel so dumb and insecure 'cause
You won't make it to the shore

And I am sorry for the waves
I'm sorry for the waves
I'm sorry for the waves
I am sorry that I killed myself