Текст песни Not Asking - Kali Fawkes

Look, I'm not playing around anymore I
want my happiness, right now, right now
I'm not playing around anymore I
want my happiness right now, right now
Standing at the precipice, honest on the brink
The truth in the mirror made me vomit in the sink
When the day comes you may come to question your existence
Hey it's time to wake up and look at how I'm livin'
It's time to advance and that's all that really matters
Lookin at the past break them rose colored glasses
Every second is a choice and I own every one
Remember to let go when the day is done
Cuz I know what I want and I'm ready to take it
I know if I focus I'm ready for greatness
Trials may come, the sun may fade
But I know it'll shine brighter, another day
And I know there's really no such thing as a loss
There's shelter from the pain if we can make it across
If you follow it for long enough, it'll come back around
If you wonder if you're strong enough then study the crowd
I'm not playing around anymore I
want my happiness right now, right now
I'm not playing around anymore I
want my happiness right now, right now
Tired of sittin silent while my people watch me dyin
I got things to do in life and I won't fade for lack of tryin
Was afraid I sat in fear alone with money multiplying
Fakin smiles and cheerful tones soul inside declinin
It's beggin me for courage all I do is dream of writin
But I get so damn discouraged and get hooked on the survival
So when the money flourish I can feel the dream expire
But depression's underlyin and I'm feelin the fire
We ain't gettin any younger will we live or just exist?
The hunger and the timer got my stomach in a twist
That sand is gonna suffocate I'm Jasmine in a bottle
The plan is not to smother flames, laughin's been a fossil
Just livin is inadequate I wanna feel the rush
I'm slippin not an accident it's time to wake me up
Can't choose to live in envy with a heart that's in debt
I refuse to live a life so empty filled up with regret
I'm not playing around anymore I
want my happiness right now, right now
I'm not playing around anymore I
want my happiness right now, right now
Look, no one's gonna keep me from my happiness this time
With the universe on my side, who would even try?
I won't hide anymore it's time to live in the light
Put the shades away cuz I no longer fear the brightness
I like the way it feels when I remember myself
Anyone who disagrees has never felt the hell
Of denying yourself and your deepest desires
Putting everyone else first and keeping the fire
Hidden in the back room, wonder why it's so cold
Forgetting they'll attack you if you expose your soul
I won't dilute my potentness, chokin out my openness
I won't stay broken for the comfort of those who chose to be opponents
If that's what you've chosen then live it
Just don't poke at what I did when you get it
My fate is in my hands no one else can serve it up
It's a beautiful song so fuck the neighbors, turn it up
Look I'm not playing around anymore I want my happiness right now
I'm not playing around anymore I want my happiness right now