Текст песни Emotional Tragedy - Kasino Fluorescein

What I look like going live
When no one cares I'm alive
The heartache I hold inside
Is gonna eat me alive
Y'all never help me out once
Yet I protected your side
And would have stupidly died
Just to prove to you I ride
Now I got issues with friends
I don't want any again
Ain't no need to pretend
Don't ever call me again
They say the losers won't win
Yet and still I contend
Confidence came to an end
Rebirth it's time to begin

See I paid my dues
Would take abuse
You don't know
What I've been through
The things they said
The things they do
I'm stronger now
I'm breaking through
The levels I will take this to
Regret I let them tell me what I couldn't do
Sorry little me for the hospital view
I'll become my own hero barging through my obstacles

This is for the days they clapped for them
But wouldn't clap for me
This is for the days they clapped for them
But wouldn't clap for me
This is for the days they clapped for them
But wouldn't clap for me
Round Of Applause
Thee emotional tragedy

I look in the mirror
Hate everything that I see
She said that I was too dark
And yet she's darker than me
Every gun put to my head
By dudes who look just like me
To this skin I won't pledge
I've never felt loyalty
Cruel with my crucifixion
Preventing my perseverance
Memories with Marcus I'd rather have his appearance
He told me I was the best
If not one of the few
Not too many underground artist do what I do

I give you my pain
What's in my heart
I take my rage then pen my art
I quit before I hate that part
But without a plan b I couldn't make my art
But know there's more that I'm suppressing
Words are weapons that fuel depression
I'll fight forever I learned my lesson
My albums next so they feel threatened

This is for the days they clapped for them
But wouldn't clap for me
This is for the days they clapped for them
But wouldn't clap for me
This is for the days they clapped for them
But wouldn't clap for me
Round Of Applause
Thee emotional tragedy

Hip Hop sent me an eviction notice
I'm underrated still unnoticed
Three more projects then I'm finally done
Only true fans know the story of how this all begun
You don't know my previous name before I changed it
I'm sure you don't know the raw talent that I came with
You think I don't deserve a buck from this
When everyone left me and I was stuck with this

Motivated I notice hatred
It normally shows up
In social places
Back to the wall
Won't stay complacent
Won't sell my soul for a playlist placement
I'll stay unknown
Leave me in that basement
If I don't make it I just don't make it
All bullshit I refuse to take it
I am who I am I would never fake it

This is for the days they clapped for them
But wouldn't clap for me
This is for the days they clapped for them
But wouldn't clap for me
This is for the days they clapped for them
But wouldn't clap for me
Round Of Applause
Thee emotional tragedy