Toxic Butterfly (Radio Version)

I'm stuck inside my mind
Running away from truth
I found wounds so deep
It hurts, I cannot sleep
On and off repeating
I'm lost without a trace
Darkness taking over me
My dreams I've cursed away
No will to pray

I can't feel you
You can't feel me
And I know

I, I'm breaking every reason
I, I'm shrinking, you're my prison
I, I have no will to try
I, I'm a toxic butterfly

My lips are sealed
But I'm screaming so damn loud
I'm pretending you can't see
But it's never about me
Stuck in this place of crime
Where you stop my time
I cannot make the connection
I'm used to rejection
If only you could see

I can't feel you
You can't feel me
And I know

I, I'm breaking every reason
I, I'm shrinking, you're my prison
I, I have no will to try
I, I'm a toxic butterfly

Broken and damaged, I'm losing my breath
Darkness involving
From things unsaid
There are ghosts in my head
You're ready for pleasure, I'm ready for pain
My heart is ticking, my heart is dead
Dead
Lies and fake smiles, repeating in seasons
As poison spreads, I lose every reason
Trying different ends, touching the mirror
I will slip inside you, replace your emotions
Eat you in laughter
And then you'll remember
And feel for the last time
The first tear in your eye
You will never dry
In the shape of a toxic butterfly