Текст песни Burdens - Khodah

I wish the whole the whole world
Would like to know me better
I wish the whole world
Would like to read my letters
I wish the whole world
Would like to know a fella
Making songs in a room feels like it's forever
I wish the whole world
Would like to know a fella
I wish the whole world
Would like to read my letters
I wish the whole world
Would see me as a stepper
I wish the whole world
Would like to know me better
Why Do I connive
With all my fears
I'm just surprised
That I'm alive
Cause deep inside I feel I've died
Like 7 times
Cause all my demons concubines
I need the light
I need the light
Okay let's go
My heads heavy
Guess that's something you all know
I'm dealing with problems that act like my ex
And I can't let 'em go
I'm dealing with issues that blocking my heart
So it don't turn to gold
I'm very confused I see friends like they foes
I'm seeing my goals but they keep on fading
Like they ain't my dreams
I don't know why but I'm losing faith
In the things I believe
Power is power but all I can feel is
Some lust and some greed
I'm not esteemed
I'm just a kid who you see
Dealing with hate
17 dates
Lot on my plate
ACD case
Heart filled with pain
Back weighing weights
I got complaints
I got some dues
Sum just to prove
I'm feeling blue
What do I do?
How do I pray?
How do I say
Father forgive
I come in shame
Why Do I connive
With all my fears
I'm just surprised
That I'm alive
Cause deep inside I feel I've died
Like 7 times
Cause all my demons concubines
I need the light
I need the light
I need grace
I'm broken to the core again
Like Jacob and Esau again
If God's the root then I'm the stem
But lately I don't feel like that
My mouth's a weapon
I know my number is seven
I know I jumped out of heaven
2004 was the message
And I feel I have the essence
But they never sense my presence
Only IG has my mentions
I thank Vicky she a blessing
She from God we odd
We always have a bond
She's a queen she hot
Is it to be or not?
Do we need a plot?
I wish the whole the whole world
Would like to know me better
I wish the whole world
Would like to read my letters
I wish the whole world
Would like to know a fella
Making songs in a room feels like it's forever
I wish the whole world
Would like to know a fella
I wish the whole world
Would like to read my letters
I wish the whole world
Would see me as a stepper
I wish the whole world
Would like to know me better
Why Do I connive
With all my fears
I'm just surprised
That I'm alive
Cause deep inside I feel I've died
Like 7 times
Cause all my demons concubines
I need the light
I need the light
See I just broke out the cycle
I feel like the devil is feeling my hydrant
With thoughts all of terror
I wish to forget her and all of my errors
Detach from the sharer
Get rid of the bearer
Become a declarer
Then meet a repairer
To get a new layer
Become a betrayer
Then get a bricklayer
To build a cabana
With gold from rome to build a home
Jesus I need a loan
Just make a quick withdrawal from my mansion
Yeah the one that glows
And put it on my credit card
The one that is as white as snow
You know I sin but Jesus you know
That I always do atone