Текст песни Letter to Myself - KiD Swoop

I been going through some things
That weigh deeply on my heart
I'm just hoping that my people
Get to see me on nem charts
Tears falling from my eyes
As I think about this part
Yes I know that death is natural
It's the pain that leaves you scarred
It's the way that it appears
Any minute any second
Death our friendly neighbor
We hate to even address it
They don't appreciate
What you bringing to the table
Let em eat alone
Suffering popping painkillers
Till the pain gone
Popping painkillers
Till the pain gone

Granny suffer from strokes
Weight loss, part of her brain dead
Doctor visits, exceeding killings
Wit them dang meds
Will I make it through the rain
Only if my drain shed
Made the bed that I'm laying in wit my hard head
In need of a hard hat
So many times I hit my head
My daddy couldn't stand me fucking up
So he took out his legs
Early college, failed that
Didn't see it in my plans
Immature mindset, didn't seem to comprehend
Life is scary trust fucked up
To find a wife to marry
Holidays the worst days
Without my Uncle Larry
Lemme pay him a visit I'm on my way to Perry
Ain't speak a lot but he supported
Rest In Peace to Terry
My sister goin through some chest issues
She need some healing
To see my siblings living privileged
Wonderful feeling
Cause I ain't have it growing up
Had to grow wit my parents
But I was Tarzan in that jungle
Through my perseverance
I've seen my momma pull a pistol onna nigga
Then they start tussling
Me and brody watch from a distance
Remember riding in that charger
With that brotha Mike
But in the end I never thought
He would be Killa Mike
Hesitant to talk to pops
Cause he would put his hands on me
Patience is the key
But he ain't have it when it came to me
Highschool graduation bring amaze to me
So many tickets left cause people
Barely came to it

I been going through some things
That weigh deeply on my heart
I'm just hoping that my people
Get to see me on nem charts
Tears falling from my eyes
As I think about this part
Yes I know that death is natural
It's the pain that leaves you scarred
It's the way that it appears
Any minute any second
Death our friendly neighbor
We hate to even address it
They don't appreciate
What you bringing to the table
Let em eat alone
Suffering popping painkillers
Till the pain gone
Popping painkillers
Till the pain gone