HERE, THERE, EVERYWHERE

I been here there and everywhere
Tryna reach legendary
Status, before I'm buried
But it seems like a fairytale
One day go to heaven where
The fame isn't measured there
This life shit ain't fair, no, but fuck it
I been prepared
I been here there and everywhere
But sometimes I shed a tear
Can't say I had better years
Before this, bout 20 years
Don't even know what today is
Think, but I'll never say it
This life is a game but
This game got too many players
Wake up, fix my messy hair
I turn on the record player
Instead of the morning paper
I open the rolling papers
I'm smoking like fuck the neighbors
They focused on college papers
I double my dollars, based on the gang that I'm part of, or maybe
Double my worth
Can't have no job as a clerk
No time for asking for time off, I'm off it for sure
No; I don't want to apply jobs, no office no sir
I just want to see the world while I jot down this verse

Went to Europe, its safe to say that my depressions cured
Yes of course, I got confessions to make and many more
7 more flights they connecting, next year take many more
Just enjoying life what a view from the 27th floor
I came back had to pack up, then moved to LA right after
I think that Ashburn by any means had me moving a lil backwards
I came to Cali 3 baggages
With the backpack my laptop in
Ain't even have us an address yet
Now I'd never look back at it
And the dream was Los Angeles,
Now I live in Los Angeles
Lots of randoms reaching out and telling me they a fan of us
And I'm tryna go platinum plus
Used to sit in the back of the bus
Thinking bout what my passion was
So I guess this what rappin' does
And next month is Hawaii
Had to change up the climate
There's probably millions and billions who may not be blessed as I am
Instead of bitching and crying I took the wisdom, applied it
And now they fishing for compliments, so I might throw a line in

I got a heart but a damaged one
Admit it, I'm man enough
Always think I don't have enough
What I have or I haven't done
Every dollar thats counted up
It never amount to none
In the end we just turn to dust
Yes, every last one of us
Between just the two of us
These days don't know who to trust
Is it love or just groupie lust?
Will the truth ever be discussed?
Is life fair for each of us?
Is it true what they teaching us?
Do we grieve or just re-adjust?
Do we heal or just keep it tough?
Thinking bout the past hurts,
Can't face reality, got my back turned
Black shirts at funerals, listening to the pastors
At church, tryna find peace of mind but just can't learn
Fast forward couple of years and now I've transformed
Last verse, how do I write the end to this chapter
Scared to end a convo with anybody on bad terms
You can never forget them last words
I'm mad burnt